{The Excitement Kicking In!}

So Fall is finally here, and I am so excited! Not too keen on the cold weather, but that's nature for you I guess! I actually stole these pictures from my Tia's Facebook page because I just love the beautiful Fall pictures she takes on her camera. These pictures were actually taken last year, but who cares right.....FALL IS HERE!! <3

I woke up this morning exhausted because I could not fall asleep last night and ended up going to bed at 2 AM and it looks like the same is going to happen tonight, which sucks because I need to be up early tomorrow to help Steven's mom take the fur babies to the vet. We are going to be taking Chevy which is Leeann's Chocolate Lab pup and we are also taking Sammy which is Steven's Golden Lab. He's a bit of an old boy and he has a horrible skin condition going on and so we are taking him in for the second time to see if they can figure out what he got into or what is going on, so Prayers that everything is okay with our fur babies! <3

It's one of those nights where I am missing my family back home and now the family in Texas :( I just scrolled through some pictures of all of us from when we were living together all the way through our final moments together and it is heartbreaking. We had amazing moments together and gorgeous memories, I just hope soon enough we will be able to go visit and we could be together again!

Because this is my blog and I feel safe to speak my mind here...I am a little heartbroken that I only got to spend a short amount of time with my Tia who is like a second mother, best friend, aunt and big sister all in one person. She was there for some things and unfortunately missed others, but I got to know her properly and that was what I have been waiting to do since I started walking and talking LOL. I have mentioned before that my Tia moved to the States when I was only a year old, probably going onto 2 years and so I never "knew" her as a person and now that I have she is gone again :( this is not an attack on my aunt, my uncle, or my family in general, but like I said...this is my blog and I feel safe to speak my mind and my feelings. But...life goes on and we have no choice but to get on with it.

I think It's time I leave this post off here :) I hope you all have a wonderful night and an awesome Friday! :)

{Busy Monday!}

And so Monday is done! I'm pretty excited about that...I have had a long, but fun day with my little troublemakers at work. They are so cute and can sometimes be polite, but most of the times they are defiant and have no ears at all and that kind of makes me rethink having a child anytime in the near future LOL!

I am up super late because I was actually watching Monday Night Raw with my family (yes..I am a WWE fan! Have been since I was tiny LOL) and it only ends at 9 PM, so I took a later shower and on top of that I needed to wash my hair and still make it look like pretty hair once I was out haha mostly because I might see my man tomorrow over skype because they might get back from being on the ship for a week (hopefully) and so I decided to make myself look pretty for when I see him.

After a long day at work, mom and I came home to dinner already made and dad had bought a bottle of wine for my mother...talk about a true Blessing right there! My dad is amazing and has gone out of his way to keep us safe and happy...hence moving all the way across the ocean. I'm not saying its safer where we are, but its a lot safer to where we used to be and I have my parents to thank for actually sacrificing everything to give us the life we have dreamed of having.

I guess you can say I'm daddy's little girl...hehe

Well this was a random post, but I just wanted to tell you about my day and just brag about my family a little, but other than that I hope you all had a wonderful Monday...I'm actually gonna go to bed because it's pretty late and I need to be up early...so...goodnight! <3

{Winter is Upon Us}

Hi everyone :)

How are we all doing? I hope you are all doing well and getting ready for winter! Can you believe winter is here already? Anyway...a lot has happened since the last time I was here, where do I begin?...

Well....in about 3 weeks I'm heading to California to spend 5 days with my man and going with him to the Marine Corps Ball which I am extremely excited about. The last time I saw Steven was in June and it's been 5 months! I am so excited to finally be in the arms of my true love once again <3

While I am impatiently waiting to leave for California, I have been working...which I forgot to mention...I got a job as a substitute teacher at a daycare looking after little ones from tiny little babies to 5 year old kids, and I have to say, I actually kind of love it! I want to pull my hair out sometimes, but just sitting with them and watching how they learn and grow really makes my heart warm <3 but unfortunately this was a summer job and ends in 3 weeks and will only open up again next year, which means I need to start looking for a new job x_x but I'm only gonna start doing that once I get back from California, I want to spend as much time with Steven as possible before his 9 month deployment next year.

I have been told many times that military life is not for everyone, and now I understand why, but I refuse to give up on my dream because he is everything I have ever wanted and more. This has been a tough journey so far, and I have no doubt in my mind it's gonna get harder, but I am willing to fight through it all if it means spending my life with the man of my dreams <3
You're probably thinking I'm crazy and obsessive while reading this LOL but after been hurt so many times and you start thinking that no man will ever treat you right, this just happened to be a Blessing from God himself, He sent me a man that is respectful, trustworthy, funny, responsible, and has a heart of pure gold and I am truly grateful for him <3

So that is my blog post for today :) I am going to try and keep at it everyday from now on...and I know I have said that a couple MILLION times haha but I will try from now on, because I actually miss my blog and writing :) 

I hope you all had a wonderful weekend and I hope you all have an AWESOME week ahead :)<3