I am back and I am so sorry for not updating, but reality is just starting to hit me and I have been busting my ass to try and get my life on track. I have started a whole new course for Math and Language to prepare me for my ISAT's as I did not get the required marks on my previous ISAT's, so I have been working really hard to just get the grades I need, not only in the course but in my actual schoolwork too.
Life right now hasn't been all that bad...I have my amazing friends, and yes there is possibly someone new in my love life <3 not going to mention his name because for all I know, something might not happen and I am not going to push it, all I can say is he is a Marine or should I say, he is training to be a Marine and is in San Diego at the moment doing his training. The good news is he might come home sometime next week and may stay here in Mountain Home for 2 weeks or even a month...so the feeling I have right now......
EXCITED!! <3
But moving on :) I am getting a lot closer with my new friend Hailee and I can tell you, its been a while since I felt like I could talk to someone I actually trust with every secret I have, and I know that she trusts me too considering the things we talk about. I love that child to death, and I honestly think that we are going to be friends for a very long time. She lives my dream life, which is being a country girl, living out in the country, not being afraid to get down and dirty, and also just being able to appreciate life the way it is. I am already getting into the habit of not always caring what people think and whether they like me or not, and its actually amazing because right now I feel like I can breathe.
I feel that all of that sums that up in these pictures...<3
Right now I try and enjoy every little moment I have with friends and obviously my new mystery crush ;)...I try not to worry about my school and grades too much because if I worry and panic I know I will put myself in a state and right now that cannot happen, so I work hard but then I leave the rest in God's hands <3
It feels so good to back, what have you all been up to these past few months? :)
