{Moving...Distance...HELP!}

There have been a lot of changes going on around here, and my life feels like it is going over a big bump right now! My family and I have been packing to move to Texas to reunite with my Tia and the rest of my family...but while all of this was happening, I had to say goodbye to Steven as he left on a MEU for a 7 month deployment....I tell you...that was one of the hardest things I ever had to do in my life! :( Things do not feel right without him here and it is a horrible feeling, but I have decided to jump right in and battle this war head on because I refuse to give up on what we have! The exciting thing though, is that by the time Steven gets back, we are going to be getting engaged....and I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with the man of my dreams! <3

Yup...this is my Cowboy / Marine / The Man of my Dreams <3 I would not trade him for anyone else in this whole world <3 I just Pray these 7 months go by fast. Please keep him in your prayers and keep us in your prayers <3 That would be very much appreciated :)

We have also managed to get to Texas safely :D it was a 3 day drive down here, but it was worth it in the end! We are now reunited with family which feels great...being alone sucks, especially when you really need someone to talk to. As much as I love my mom and as much as I love how strong our relationship has gotten, sometimes I just need to talk to Jasmine or to my Tia and it really helps me a lot especially with what I have been going through lately...nobody will understand my distance from Steven better than my Tia who has been through this many times before. Being a military girlfriend and soon a military wife, is not easy at all, but I have learned over the past year that sacrifices need to be made in order for you to be happy, and that is why as hard as it is being away from Steven, I will do everything I can to make sure he comes right back to me <3

So that is what I have been up to all this time, again, I am so sorry for not posting but from now on I will try to get back on it :)

Have a great day and God Bless

xXx

{A lot Going On...}

Hey everyone,

So I've delayed posting due to Steven being home, packing for our move, and just trying to live life to the fullest at this point. I know that non of this is an excuse to stop blogging but I am only 19 and still have my whole life ahead of me.

First things first...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! 2016...I still cannot believe it, feels as if the world is not meant to go on this long. I don't know if that's just me feeling that way, but I'm weird so who cares right? LOL
I started my New Year with the love of my life, he managed to come home for Christmas which is a true Blessing <3 He was supposed to get here at midnight on Christmas Eve which is technically Christmas morning, but his flight got cancelled due to the horrible weather, but the upside was that he got to stay home for 6 extra days which was beyond amazing...God really does make Blessings in disguise :)

Secondly...we have decided to move to Texas to be with my Tia Sandra, Uncle Curt, and the cousins <3 I am super excited! We are pretty much packed and ready to go, but even though the excitement is killing, I am also upset that we will be moving :(
We have made a home here where we are and it took us nearly 3 years to learn where everything is and to learn how to do things, etc so it's gonna be difficult to learn everything again in a new state, but it's a new adventure and that's all that matters! :)

Thirdly....Steven's sister is getting married at the end of this year and I have been asked to be her Maid of Honor, which is a HUGE deal for me, and so I have been planning, helping with ideas and venues and all that, but the only problem is, I'm not gonna be here for all the fun stuff :( which sucks! I am going to try and make it down to do as much as I can to still be a part of the wedding :) I'm actually pretty excited because I have never been Maid of Honor before, so I'm pretty amped!

So yeah..that's what has been going on lately. I hope you are all doing well :)

God Bless

xxx